Working Through the Pain

07/16/12 - 417lbs  So after a very blue day yesterday, today everybody seems to be in a little better mood. Everybody I talked to yesterday was having an off day. I am so tired of being hot and sweaty in places other people never seat. I am trying to figure out how much weight I have to lose before my thighs see the light of day again. This just one of those days where I am tired of being layers  on top of  layers of fat. I know I am more than that, but it doesn't feel like it. The more I try to do, the more pain I'm in. It's not little aches it's pain. I have had the same back pain for over 7 weeks. It gets so bad at night I'm crying. This shit will take your breathe away it hurts so bad. Ok I'm done bitching.